Tribal Session, July 4 – 11

Over the past while a festering self-deception, wearing us away with a feeling of being ‘broken’ and disallowing us insight into the breadth of our wholeness, has been tending to collapse us into inferiority and distrust.

Our inner consciousness, influenced by the toxic myth that all is material level cause, has been subtly demeaning our fully energized presence with rejection of the divine’s overarching and glorious presence in our lives.

The divine inner power within each of us is being shown to us now by our compassionate ancestors because we have been weakening, exhausting our purposefulness and drive, and now need realignment to encourage us to go deeper into our own divinity.

A feeling that one is wrong and there is nothing one can seem to be able to do about it has been allowing us to be suppressed by feelings of restraint and powerlessness that are disruptive to our divine inner harmony.

As a result we have been trying to protect ourselves by sinking into familiar and ‘acceptable’ identities where the heart is ‘comfortably’ shut off and broken by a sense of self-condemnation and failure.

This self-suppression creates a ‘stress fracture’ in our confident enjoyment of the power of our love and prevents us from expressing our ability as divine beings outwardly towards the world.

Truly, we must begin allowing ourselves to move from our hearts, responding to our loving uprightness and grace, and opening ourselves to the sacred grandness of this existence.

You are a divine being and this is your life!

Amusement

God needs no ‘sacred’ contracts. We impose all these contracts on ourselves to be a certain way or to do certain things in hope of God’s love in return.
We are contracting for Grace through religions, sacrifice or spiritual systems. We are encasing our yearning for love with made up demands on ourselves and others.
But God is unconditional love.
To have God’s love you need no made up contracts. Grace comes free, and asks for nothing.
God is loving you whether you are good or bad, and no matter what beliefs you may or may not be holding or what you may or may not be wishing for.
And God’s undemanding love unresistingly becomes sacred amusement as it moves closer to our contractual tightness.
Notice for yourself that real amusement and compassion bubble up when the Self you really are sees that self before you that is clutching onto these contracts.
This kind of compassionate amusement is not a contract.
It is who you are.

See yourself with amusement.

See your body, thinking and feeling with amusement.

See yourself seeing yourself with amusement…and be amused.

See all form with amusement.

See all circumstances with amusement.

See all relationships with amusement.

See all spiritual paradigms with amusement.

See all certainty with amusement.

Polish your amusement with gratitude,

And be at peace in Mystery.

Observation

When you can genuinely feel that God would love you to have what it is you want, a tremendous power is conferred to you.

The problem is the fear and distortion between you and God.

These are the forces.

ReUnion finds, understands and clears these forces.

Tribal Session, June 28 – July 4

‘You’ve got to remember that miracles don’t happen to you, you happen to miracles.’ - Yehuda Berg

Recently, our joy and lightheartedness may have been suppressed by the threat of betrayal and failure, so that instead of being  aware of the unlimited possibilities for joy before us, we may have been finding ouselves shrinking into a sense of self-created alienation, aware of a cold-heartedness that has been making us manipulative or suspicious.

This struggle with our sense of frailty and failure and being unable to express the real love within our hearts, seems to be emanating from a confusing belief that we are being attacked and locked out of being true to ourselves.

Behind this alienating sense of frailty lies an ancestral implant surge that shakes the heart with a frightening sense of deficiency, unworthiness or inadequacy, and which creates an air within us of our love and success ‘leaking away’

An inherited or self-installed memory of abusive betrayal has been dispersing our sense of healing and weighing us down with suppressed or manipulative feelings that make eventually lead us to feeling deeply incapable.

Thus, our outer circumstances and actions may not have seemed to be providing sufficient nourishment to the heart within us that needs to love, or we may have been unable to express our ability to shape our outer world with hope and a fulfilling sense of meaning.

In sum, the ecstasy of knowing what we are capable of is being dogged and stressed by the tribe’s mutual judgmental implant that stimulates inadequacy and inner turmoil.

By facilitating this implant for all of us, the radiance of Grace’s loving support will enable each of us to really know the compassionate gladness of one who trusts in the divine’s love.

‘An elder Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life.

He said to them, “A fight is going on inside me…It is a terrible fight, and it is between two wolves. One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, pride and superiority.

The other wolf stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.

This same fight is going on inside of you and every other person too.”

The grandchildren thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, “Which wolf will win?”

The old Cherokee simply replied…”The one I feed.”’

Tribal Session, June 21 – 27

Over the last two weeks, it appears that our guidance has been blocked by the stress of not believing that what we are receiving through Grace is true.

A heavy tribal implant has been biting us with the fear that our spiritual or creative understanding is false or mistaken.

This corrupted inner state has attached itself to our fields, tangling us up in knots and dispersing the inward faculties that would enable our creative processing and clarity.

A clue to perceiving this inner maze may lie in any recent difficulty with forgiveness and letting go, or by a decaying weariness that may have been haunting us with the sense of failure, ‘bad luck’ or hopelessness.

This self-abusiveness has been straining the nervous system’s ability to rebalance itself so that we, as creative spirits, have been made unwilling to participate fully in the drive to manifest our dreams.

Being penetrated by the unclean feeling of impatient frustration has also been making us unwilling or unable to bring into ourselves that which would most nourish us.

Our Mission of love on earth and the divinely indicated path that it ‘lights up’ for us has been occupied by the belief that we cannot continue without being betrayed, getting sick or being led to failure.

Despair or exhaustion has been leading us to feel that we have lost the sense of our purpose in life, making us feel blocked or limited, sad or angrily scattered, manipulative or feeling distanced from others.

With today’s facilitation of this very heavily biting tribal implant, we can all once again experience Grace’s reassuring companionship and allow ourselves to bring freedom and beauty into the world.

This sky

Where we live

Is no place to lose your wings

So love, love,

Love.’ – Hafiz, translated by Daniel Ladinsky

God bless!

Observation

When you can look upon yourself with amusement,

You are free.

When you can polish that amusement with gratitude,

Your mystery comes alive.

You no longer fear uncertainty.

And your path begins.

Tribal session, June 14 – 20

This session was about finding the guidance towards the unlimited possibilities for joy before us, of moving through a long and dark tunnel to the unknown glow at the other end.

The power of an internally constructed mentality has been distracting each of us from the flow of Grace’s true guidance

This construct has been inlaying a defensive sense of our own unworthiness and tendency towards disappointment. Caught in the echoing loneliness of a wearying and confusing belief that says ‘I don’t want to be alone’, our inners are instead being subtly infected by the rejection of partnership or truthful intimacy, making us step out of alignment with our innate sensitivity to the giving and receiving of love.

We each need to realign towards the truth and away from the opposing force of an inappropriate belief that to be admired by our group, family or partner, we must have greater “spiritual ability’.

But a cultural, religious, group, or family legacy that has been handed down to us has been dispersing the truth of our envisioned path or understanding and dispersing our trust in our power of accomplishment.

This inherited or adopted legacy has been limiting our true inner vision of the possibilities open to us.

What we envision and hope for is being unconsciously rejected, and Instead we have been covertly suppressing ourselves and others by maintaining a state of confused or pessimistic tension.

Compromising our creativity and intimacy, our growth hidden by the impulse towards self-protection, we have been weakening ourselves by a need, based on fear or denial, for power over others in some way.

An ancestral  implant has been installing the ‘noisy loneliness’ of inner misjudgment and false conclusions.

The implant, closeted in the throat chakra, prevents perceiving the glory of our loving creativeness and compassion. Each of us is being entranced by confused self-deprecation and a sense of failure, unable to express the power and truth that is within us.

This implant’s facilitation clearly indicates that we each can receive Grace’s loving fulfillment

by penetrating the black smoke of our own self deprecation and doing our best to bring freedom and beauty into the world by illuminating others with success and joyful well-being.

On a personal note, I’ve always like people who are wide open. Sure, existence might be polluted with so many dark thoughts and dark intentions, it’s a great temptation wrap ourselves away and not stay wide open – but you can change that by embracing the sources of that pollution with the light in your heart.

We can stay wide open when we realize that we are all in this together.

The greater that light in your heart, the greater we all are.

Love and Power

In the greater part of my practice as a ReUnion facilitator, the subject of an individual’s inability to make things happen, in its many variations, is a frequent ‘want’s handled’. People have problems with their power.

As forces are confronted, understood and processed out in ReUnion, you as a higher self expands out from your state of compression under the weight of these forces and become more spacious, more powerful. and more expressive of love – in other words, you return to your natural powerfulness.

However, there is one thing that can and often does stop this expansion and your consequent power growth.

First we must understand that you as a higher self is always trying to accomplish your Mission of unconditional love for other beings.

As such,you will always retract your power from any actions that harm and unlove another being, which retraction filters down to you as an identity withholding out of shame or fear of punishment.

So should you send an angry or bitter intention towards another, you as a higher self will retract your powerful state in order to prevent your negative intention from actually harming the target of your anger or bitterness, and the identity involved will withdraw in shame or secret guilt.

Conversely, should you send a loving or helping intention towards another, your power will naturally expand and become more spacious because it is fulfilling your Mission of love, and the identity involved will open into its gladness and into its wishing the best for others.

If you could portray most individuals in terms of their power, they would look something like soap bubbles that bulge outwards in some places towards those areas where there is love, and collapse inward in other places where there is unloving.

The more you are angry or hate or let yourself be overwhelmed by others, the more your power as a higher self and as an identity retracts. Without your power, both you as a higher self and as your identities will struggle to make things happen rather than gliding on the wings of your natural creativeness and grace.

Simply put, the more you try to love and appreciate others, the more you will find yourself with the power to spaciously manifest and to make things happen.

The lesson is simple – keep clearing your forces and loving others and the mystery of your power opens before you.

‘If we haven’t forgiven, we keep creating an identify around our pain, and that is what is reborn. That is what suffers.’ – Buddha

Tribal session, June 5 – 12

A mutual implant between us that has been surging over the last two days has been instigating a common belief in our tribe that somehow we have been saddled by failure in some way.

Instead of being aware that we are divine beings dreaming our lives, we have tended to go into mutual stress with others who feel their power is vanquished and who are caught in  deep anxiety.

By being assailed by such fear, our ability to be inspired and fulfilled has been compressed and mistrustfully closed.

This mutual implant between us has provoked a failure circuit of being alone and unloved, weakening our confidence and exhausting our resolve.

By muffling our clarity, passion and hopefulness in this way, this mutual implant in our tribe has been humiliating and sabotaging our control over our power of intention.

By clearing this gray lump of exhaustion in the abdomen that is the presence of this implant, we can now recover insight into our true worth and enable each of us to bring light and freedom into this world.

‘Every soul vibrates with a pulse that simmers in your subconsciousness awaiting release.
It surfaces sweetly like a whisper of thought wishing to tumble off the tip of your tongue but never quite arriving.’ - April Crawford

Tribal session, May 30 – June 5

There’s an elephant in the room …..

The past – Since 1945, there have been only 27 days of peace in the world.

The present – Last year, 181 million prescriptions for antidepressants were written in the USA alone.

Nuclear weapon proliferation by unstable governments is increasing.

Over 2 million americans are in jail.

The future – Over 400 different computer models suggest that by 2100 the earth’s temperatures will be over 12 degrees fahrenheit hotter leading to millions of deaths by starvation, resource wars and loss of land mass.

This week’s tribal session is an attempt to locate the underlying darkness behind these statistics and, in particular, how this background darkness may be influencing our tribe of ReUnion facilitators at the moment.
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Entering by guidance, we were asked to be aware of the unlimited possibilities for joy before us …

Seeding indicated that we are resonating with a call for help from humanity.

It appears that an innate talent or resource within us all is being under utilized in our seeking for inner guidance.

Our confidence is being stunted by a seeming inability to let what we each need or want into ourselves.

Trust in the divine’s supportive love is being dismantled by our denial of a bright and powerful power that is calling from within each of us.

This power is the grace of our original love for each other.

Such dismissal or rejection of this original intention has been creating a deepening self-mistrust and lack of confidence in our handling the background darknesses around us.

This original bond of love within humanity is being decayed by the agenda of a mutual implant’s fear trance that urges denial of the possibility of good fortune and smothers our faith in accomplishment with uncertainty.

This implant is the presence of mankind’s veil of arrogance that traps us all in an inflated belief in our own knowing.

And each time this implant surges in us, it is soon followed by a stimulated negative intention within us all that casts the power of our hearts out into the darkness of uncertainty and mistrust.

The fear of not being valued or of not attaining our hopes make us project this demanding implant force and its ensuing uncertainty and mistrust onto each other.

The past, present and future statistics quoted above is the result.

Through prayer that gives away our arrogance through humble praise and through allowng ourselves to participate joyfully in the divine mystery’s creation, spontaneous healing and revitalization can and will occur.

Each of us, as facilitators and as human beings, has the ability to bring this robust bliss and sweetness into this world.

Let’s do it.

‘You cannot be truthful if you are not courageous. You cannot be loving if you are not courageous. You cannot be trusting if you are not courageous. You cannot enter into reality if you are not courageous. Hence courage comes first… and everything else follows.’ - Osho