
By the guidance and love of our ancestors, this week we are looking at an inner anxiousness that has ben making us ’shrink’ our true grandness or harden into an uneasy frustration.
Some sort of firewall within us appears to have been halting or sabotaging our flowing transformation.
For many of us, a weariness and an anxious loss of drive has been deconstructing our transformative energy and the free flowing clarity of our energy flows.
Sensitivity to inner guidance in our lives has been stressed by an imbalance that drives us to seek, but not able to find, the nourishment and support that would truly fulfill us.
A persistent craving to be free of our discordant circumstances, but at the same time not being able to take appropriate action, indicates that we have been inwardly ‘hiding out’ in some manner, pierced by lack of self-esteem, doubt, distrust or irritable neediness.
This enveloping decay is affecting us even at a cellular level and creating a reaction of anger or fear that is preventing us from opening ourselves to Grace.
At the root of all this has been an implant that has been entrapping us in an exhausting and anxious uncertainty or sense of deficiency, shrouding us in the fear of not surviving, or of being unsuccessful and not loved.
Its sabotaging trance of bitter doubt and inability to maintain noble forward movement has been making us unwilling to rise up and reclaim our power.
But our breakout comes of asking for and experiencing the mystery of Grace’s nourishing love. We simply must ask, and let its light renew and illuminate us with its freely given power.
Our sense of gratitude will do the rest.
‘Life is a mystery. A mystery so awesome that we insulate ourselves from its intensity. To numb our fear of the unknown we desensitize ourselves to the miracle of living. We perpetuate the nonchalant lie that we know who we are and what life is.
Yet behind this preposterous bluff the Mystery remains unchanging, waiting for us to remember to wonder.’ – Tim Freke








