By the guidance  and love of our ancestors, this week we are looking at an inner anxiousness that has ben making us ’shrink’ our true grandness or harden into an uneasy frustration.

Some sort of firewall within us appears to have been halting or sabotaging our flowing transformation.

For many of us, a weariness and an anxious loss of drive has been deconstructing our transformative energy and the free flowing clarity of our energy flows.

Sensitivity to inner guidance in our lives has been stressed by an imbalance that drives us to seek, but not able to find, the nourishment and support that would truly fulfill us.

A persistent craving to be free of our discordant circumstances, but at the same time not being able to take appropriate action, indicates that we have been inwardly ‘hiding out’ in some manner, pierced by lack of self-esteem, doubt, distrust or irritable neediness.

This enveloping decay is affecting us even at a cellular level and creating a reaction of anger or fear that is preventing us from opening ourselves to Grace.

At the root of all this has been an implant that has been entrapping us in an exhausting and anxious uncertainty or sense of deficiency, shrouding us in the fear of not surviving, or of being unsuccessful and not loved.

Its sabotaging trance of bitter doubt and inability to maintain noble forward movement has been making us unwilling to rise up and reclaim our power.

But our breakout comes of asking for and experiencing the mystery of Grace’s nourishing love. We simply must ask, and let its light renew and illuminate us with its freely given power.

Our sense of gratitude will do the rest.

‘Life is a mystery. A mystery so awesome that we insulate ourselves from its intensity. To numb our fear of the unknown we desensitize ourselves to the miracle of living. We perpetuate the nonchalant lie that we know who we are and what life is.
Yet behind this preposterous bluff the Mystery remains unchanging, waiting for us to remember to wonder.’ – Tim Freke

A covert despair within you, inherited from your mother’s side of the family, has been muddying your clarity and charisma this week.

Recently, there may have been a painful confusion between what you have been causing and what you have been receiving.

A lack of self-trust or suspicion of others and the ‘habit’ of expecting negative outcomes is making it vital now to reach into the essence of your trust to completely grasp the hope that is there .

But a need to run away from the truth of your divine nature, to deny your true strength, may have been deterring you from such an opening and prevented you from seeing the greater possibilities before you.

Life force patterns in your vessel have also been signaling that you have been inwardly ‘hiding out’ in some manner and not able to accept the guiding influence of the divine.

Incomplete inner processing has been hiding Grace’s power and love away from your insight and understanding, corrupting you with a self-created censoring of your sensitivity to the blessing of Grace.

To open to this Grace descending on you, that cherishes you with the power of freedom and miracles, an ancestral coding in the yang aspect of the crown chakra that has been acting as a locking mechanism on your ability to expand into your own greatness, needs to be cleared.

This coding has been suppressing your sense of good fortune and destroying that part of you that sees and understands your destiny.

The coding’s ancestral trauma is one associated with the death of something and has been fogging your perception with a deep sense of being incapable and losing faith in yourself.

This ‘underground flow of dark feelings has also more than likely been starving you of true love and companionship.

In order to return to self-trust and faith in others, the inner needed to clean out this coding’s deep wounding of your field about one foot out from the back of your head, as this had been preventing you from rising up with integrity and balance from your earthly anxieties and towards a higher vision.

In addition, the ancestral loneliness and confusion of this coding has quite possibly been draping you with anxiety and a dark sense of loneliness.

By spotting the code and erasing it both in yourself and your ancestor with divine and thankful light makes it now possible to trust the divine and to release yourself to the fulfillment of your divine potential.

‘The years teach much which the days never know.’ – Ralph Waldo Emerson

This week, the love of your ancestors is trying to tell you about a suppression within you that is creating a debilitating fear of inadequacy and of not knowing what to do.

They are pointing out a strident inner fixation in you that there is something within that is working against you and throwing your energies into disarray.

Such inner ‘noise’ makes it difficult to understand what is real and true about your inner state.

An ancestral crisis that concerned something they had high expectations for but which then reversed into failure has been creating a restless impatience and annoyance with your seemingly slow progress towards the attainment of your intentions.

This sense of disappointment and frustrated neediness has been unbalancing your life force and creating lack of success for some time.

Your sense of freedom and victory might even be inflamed by an allergic irritability associated with seeing others get what is apparently being denied to yourself.

This entangles you in a hard force that strips you of certainty and pushes you into a constant experience of struggle, confining you in an inappropriate willfulness and unsuccessfully trying to force something to happen.

A further inner state of feeling alone and unloved  may have been creating a sense in you of being overpowered and leading you to a need to be better than others.

As it turns out, you are being shaken by an implant that is haunting you by commanding a reversal of fulfillment for you.

Located in the throat, the implant prevents you from perceiving the glory of your own  creativeness and ability to succeed, and makes you burrow down into the fear of being betrayed, disapproved of or failing.

The implant also creates anxiousness and an irate need to control by implanting an outlook that is in expectation of further failure or betrayal.

Thus, you are being darkened by a loss of trust that is a misguiding your strength and clarity and discouraging you from continuing to reach out and make happen.

The implant’s hypnotic trance of anxiousness and dulled ability to manifest is like a sucking black vacuum in your throat which is disallowing your loving fulfillment.

In today’s session this implant has been cleared.

May you now begin to experience your noble magic and be empowered to invoke your desired outcomes through bold certainty and unresisting love.

‘I believe that we are put here in human form to decipher the hieroglyphs of love and suffering. And, there is no degree of love or intensity of feeling that does not bring with it the possibility of a crippling hurt. But, it is a duty to take that risk and love without reserve or defense.’ – Allen Ginsberg

Reckoning

Your presence in the world

I have found you

Faintly disappearing

As I come into view

Now that I am here

You have gone

Many of us are now feeling the stress of others around us who are in financial or employment turmoil.

This mutual stress is acting like a censoring mechanism that is suppressing our inner power, making us unwilling to uphold an inner certainty of vision within us and act on it outwardly.

When our happiness and power are encased by a such a wall of feelings, the resulting compression within us can affect our flexibility and compassionate clarity so that they begin to decay.

The key to a meaningful and beneficial life has thus been damaged this week by the darkness of the crisis states around us of unease and resentment.

The invasive sting of these stressful emotional projections can make us reject or overlook that which would nourish us most, leaving us with a dulling sense meaninglessness or of not knowing what to do.

To overcome this sense of being becalmed by unshifting despair, and to open ourselves to our vitality and sense of adventure, requires that we process out our feelings of failure in the material world.

As it turns out, the sense of being ‘used up’, weak, degraded or of having no intrinsic value which has been infecting our life force is being powered by a droning and devitalizing implant trance in the gallbladder that numbs our trust in a positive future, asserting a gloomy sense of being in a dangerous place and unable to do anything about it.

Blocking our hearts out of the fear and dark weariness of the rejection, betrayal or failure that surrounds us has been compromising our nobility through this implant by encouraging us to hide away our causative participation in this reality.

This gallbladdeer implant has also been causing us to reject the veracity of our ability to attract success and the love of others, dulling us with nervous anxiety and unusual feelings of exhaustion.

With the implant’s facilitation in this week’s session, each of us will eventually come to the realization that, despite appearances, we are each cherished by Grace with power, freedom and miracles.

‘This time, like all times, is a very good one if we but know what to do with it.’ - Ralph Waldo Emerson

My life is a star filled ocean
Pulled to ever changing shores
By the gravity of Grace

The cardinal action of ReUnion and of life is Surrender.

It all comes down to letting go of wanting, letting go of your constructs of God and opening yourself to a deep mystery that is the origin of unconditional love.

You are part of a community. Your sense of community is realized when it doesn’t matter what people think of you, it’s what you feel about others that defines you.

As Plato said ‘Always be kind, for everyone is fighting a hard battle’ Don’t isolate yourself – do sessions for others, let others do sessions for you. Respond to help calls.

You are on your path. What is a path? Have you ever heard a song or a poem that strikes you with its beauty, richness, new realizations? The sense of your path is like that. Your path is not a destination, but the poetry of you.

Is there is a spiritual practice or lifestyle then that can be associated with ReUnion, that can make your life a poem?

In ReUnion, we have learned that it is one’s exhilarated presence in the divine that manifests one’s reality. To express this vitality, this exhilaration in your life, look at making these decisions:

Every day, Surrender yourself completely to the divine as complete and unutterable Love, without any intervening construct. Enjoy the mystery and feel its depths.

Live and act in today with as much gratitude, admiration and compassion as you can muster – and if you can’t, have compassion for yourself being unable to!

‘You are always loved, always forgiven‘ is Grace’s way – let it be your way toward yourself and towards others.

Keep open to the realization of your own enormous spaciousness. Keep seeing that there is always more. If there wasn’t more, you would have no need to be here.

Stop your guiltiness, stop blaming, stop your neediness, realize that this is your dream, and work to wake up to your own power and divinity in that dream.

Experience the communion of spirit, the original bond of love between all beings, the original friendship that sources this magical game of hide and seek we call a universe.

Keep clearing your collection of forces through the ReUnion Process, let the ancestors and the awakened beings with you help you find your own perfection, your own original self.

As your inner understanding grows, don’t forget to keep realigning your mind with civilizing discussion, companionship and new perspectives; realign your heart with forgiveness and empathy and let your original self shine quietly through your daily life.

Remember, each of us has the same Mission in this existence – to love all beings unconditionally. I know how hard it can be, to fight the thick gauze of our forces, to be a warrior before this opponent.

ReUnion is a wonderful, life changing tool, but you are its driving spirit.

So follow your Mission, and give it your very best! You will soon realize how splendid this world can be, how privileged you are to be here at this time, in this place.

You know, all you’ve ever wanted is to be loved. So if that’s all that we ever really want, the answer is so simple…the Beatles put it nicely – ‘The love you take is equal to the love you make’ Do your sessions with love, and that is all you will ever need to make the files come alive and all your prayers be answered!

My wish for you, with this extraordinary engine that has come through me like a never ending bolt of lightning, is that your life becomes poetry – graceful, fulfilled, gently emptied of force arrays and filled again with Grace…..this is really what ReUnion is all about.

‘How long must I remain in the dark? Until one can see in the dark.’ – Florence Scovel Shinn

When you lose, what do you win?

When you win, what do you lose?

Under the supportive presence of awakened beings, we are looking this week at a common difficulty we have been having in our relationship with others.

We may have been feeling trapped in rejection or being let down by stressful material or emotional problems.

This needy sense of limitation has been signaling the frustration and discomfort of an inherited identity within us that is uncomfortably caught up in emotional undercurrents of doubt or distrust.

Hidden feelings which inculcate self-disgust and despair in our outlook have kept rising into our minds to eat away our self-confidence.

The tension of this has been staining our inner values or abilities with an invasive denial of our true power.

In a spates of hopelessness, we have been breaking away from our openness to the divine’s love, anxiously concerned about the future and not being with what is divine within the present.

At the root of this is a mutually shared implant that infects us all with worry about being able to maintain the body’s or a relationship’s viability.

Believing ourselves to be a bad (father, mother, child, lover, spouse, teacher, leader or group member – take your pick) has been putting us into a trance of feeling without true union or friendship, fearing the loss of someone and feeling overwhelmed by our existence.

By facilitating this and breaking out into loving compassion for all those in material existence will allow each of us over the next fifteen days to recover our freedom to manifest our heartfelt dreams and to create with love, courage and a sense of greatness.

For that is our gift from the divine.

‘Don’t move the way fear makes you move. Move the way love makes you move.’ – Osho

“People like you and me believe that there is something that precedes our material world, both temporally and metaphysically; and further that we can on occasion glimpse or “feel it”. In other words, there is a Signal, though it can get corrupted, become “noisy” and open to many imperfect interpretations as it is mediated through limited human understanding, powerful egos, primate pack dynamics and political maneuvering.

The militant atheists insist (with no real evidence) that there is no signal.

The fundamentalists and literalists insist (with poor evidence and poorer reasoning skills) that there is no noise, only their own One True Signal.

To me the most fertile ground for intellectual and spiritual exploration is the effort to recover the signal from the noise. It seems to require humility and patience, two assets largely devalued in today’s culture.”

- a reader’s comment on Andrew Sulliva’s blog, the Daily Dish.