Antonio Javier Caparo
Over the last while, our sense of authority and insight may have been feeling stunned into a confusing and passive weariness, preventing us from finding the self-confidence to stand up for our greater truth and pulling us away from Grace and its transformative light.
Gut level urgings may have been prompting us to want others to make decisions for us while we ‘wait’ passively.
Present beneath this is an inherited sense of vulnerability that wrenches us away from Grace’s blessings, and makes us feel that we are merely pieces in the game of life rather than causative players.
Such distorted inner feelings are being further reinforced by any false shame or guilt we may have been having about our needs.
This has been driving us to ‘hide out’ in a non-nourishing inner state, weighed down by a lack of accomplishment and our failure to express our full potential.
We may not even have known if we can trust our gut instincts or whether to accept or reject the guidance they are bringing to us, resulting in a simmering fear about our potential for carrying on.
Our ancestors indicate that this sense of foreboding has been emanating from an ancestral implant in the solar plexus that is smothering our faith in being able to succeed with a dark sense of anxious unworthiness.
It has been clouding our hopes with the frustration of a repeating pattern of deception, guilt or fear of failure in our life, and has led us into pangs of uncertainty regarding our path in this world.
In sum, this implant’s trance of self-suppressive fear has been creating an inner divisiveness that perceives our outer circumstances as seeming not to respond to our hopeful inner vision, fogging us with disorientation, depression and even illness.
In processing this implant out of ourselves over the next several days, there will come about a resurgence of exhilarating newness and bright passion in our lives.
Our courage and beauty will be restored and we will find ourselves expressing the warmth and radiant boldness of those who truly trust in the power of love.
“Somewhere something incredible is waiting to be known.” – Carl Sagan
